After much whining, BFF "J" offered to help with injectibles. DH is more than willing but just a little too *excited* about poking me with a needle. Cycle just ended today so I have about 4 weeks of drinking coffee and splurging on all things I've been avoiding since November 2006 such as abundant amounts of sugar.
The holidays are such an emotional time for people who are struggling with becoming parents. It's a holiday centered around children where every Christmas card features a loved one's little one - I would do the exact same thing if I had one. It's just a tough time. Gotta get through it and not be afraid to put the brave face away and put feelings out there.