It's hard to believe it has been ten short days since my universe has been turned on it's side. I don't know where to begin so I decided to update you on my -so-called life with a list of firsts that made me laugh, cry, cower, shriek and helped me to grow.
Here are some thoughts located at the forefront of my mind...
Wondering how long I could stay at work, one night last week, when faced with the thought of where to go - I had no idea and my mom's isn't quite like home - yet.
Going from "we" to "me"
Killing a spider with febreeze - I know, who knew? Febreeze? (without begging D to come and kill it first)
Not wearing my wedding/engagement rings daily (I nearly wept when typing these words)
Meeting a friend for dinner and not worrying about "getting home" to the husband
Wondering how I was blessed to have such an amazing support system - family, friends (both IRL and in blogland). Thank you all for checking in on me.
Speaking to my RE's assistant who asked me to call her when I was ready to become a mom ( I will more than likely pursue adoption through the foster care system, once I get settled into my own space)
Realizing (for the first time in a very long time) that I have an entire, exciting life ahead of me.
Tomorrow I start my day early and pack the remnants of my married life, moving them from the home I own to a storage unit or to the home I am living in. D and I met this evening to discuss our finances. YUCK and super YUCK. I hate and love money all at the same time.
Wish us luck - er, wish me luck.